this morning i caught elliott picking his nose and there is nothing nothing more disgusting in my book so i said

"elliott what are you doing" then later i saw him doing it again and he said "what am i doing? i am getting uckies out of my nose" i almost died laughing. damn.

o man my baby is a sad little guy. i got a acall from his day care yesterday saying he had a temp of 102.5 and that we wouldn't do anything but sit and cry in the teachers arms. turns out another ear problem so off the the ent we go again. they think that he is going to have to have surgery again. my little lamb has had soo many ear trouble and  now when we even walk into the docs office he know what's going to happen. he even wet the bed the night before  and i thought something must be up:( he hadn't so far but we'll get back on the horse. now all he wants is snuggle time :)

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it's really funny how when people don't dig their own lives they find the need to rip on yours. the even better part is they are grasping at straws and have no idea what they are talking about. the good news is that right now i could give a shit less.

pretty much i think right now life is pretty darn perfect. despite what any one may think or wish upon me  i am exceptionally happy. i think i have found the perfect balance.  i am a mother of the most perfect little boy and all things considered i am doing a pretty good job with him too.  it's hard knowing if you are doing everything right but i am giving it 100% and it;s paying off. elliott is so smart and so loving. we started potty training and he is doing great. he knows his letters and numbers and has a very broad vocabulary. he's healthy and not fat :)  and there are a lot of people in his life that contribute to that so it's not like i can take on the credit by any means. but people who say you need two parents to have an exceptional child are idiots. there are plenty of two parent homes where there is a lot less love then in elliott experiences on daily basis. and the best part is that through all this i have made an excellent balance of me and elliott. i am 23 and i want to feel like i am 23 and not 50. i get to go out once in a while and spend time like an adult.  and spend time with excellent people. the friends i have been blessed with are the best people i have ever been friends with.  it is so much easier to see who your real friends are. if they aren't they are judging and and making assumptions when they know nothing. no i am not an alcoholic no i do not go out drinking all the time. if i am lucky i get one babysitter a week and to me that is great.   life is good. and i am so happy.

now only am i going to be going to back to school this summer and going full time this fall but i am also going to be getting certified and trained as a yoga instructer! i am soo excited about that! it's all falling into place!

ok so here we go after a day of slacking

wenesday

#1- went to burger king with elliott and played

#2-i didn't eat anything at burger king.. i have been working on not eating any shit

#3-i had an excellant work out

#4-watched more of season three of scrubs

#5-i took sleeping pills and slept better than i have in al ong time :)

thurday

good day

#1-my eating better and working out alot more is paying off. i lost weight!

#2-spent time with someone i hadn't seen in a while

#3- my mom took elliott for a while so i could spend some time working out and getting things done

#4-when elliott got home we had a great time together

#5-i got an appointment to get my eyes checked...doesn't sound that exciting but ever since i lost my last set of contacts i am getting pretty sick of my glasses! only a week!

so sara started again so it inspried me to too.

ok well yesterday wasn't that great of a day but i will try.

#1-i had a migrane at work....but i got to go home and sleep all by my self for 3 hours

#2- i found a baby sitter so i could go down to milwaukee over night next week

#3- i watched 2/3 of  season 2 of scrubs after e went to bed.

#4- i am getting things rolling for school.

#5-i lost some weight...so much more to go

yesterday was lame. elliott was crabby all the time i was around him and i had a migrane and was tired and stressed. and missing john...come back from your cruise!!!!!!!!!